Saturday, April 23, 2011

Not Good Enough

It just seems that whatever I do, however much I do, will never be good enough to merit what I wish for...

I'm tired, exasperated, confused, hurt, and out of idea what else is there I can do to gain the trust that I so long for...

It shouldn't matter, I suppose... I'm used to trudging on all by myself, maybe I should continue that way, maybe that's what an idiot like me deserves...

Perhaps I should really just go somewhere where I am really all alone, where nobody knows me, and start all over again...

Perhaps...